i know, this is really bumming me out.
money. they're still getting married on february 29 but they can't afford her dream wedding at the moment. so they're just going to use the money they have saved up for now to go spend some time in vegas(!)... just the two of them. which is still great. she said they'll have the big fancy wedding when they can afford it.
so she'll be in vegas, you guys will be in vegas, but... just to go to vegas? i don't think i can afford that trip... it would be different if the wedding were still happening, but now? ugh.
also, i feel rather shitty that this affects me. it's not about me. it's about them, their wedding, and i am sad. pathetic much? well, i'm sad for a lot of reasons though. who knows if i can actually attend the wedding when it happens, assuming school, money, and whatnot will get in the way, and i'm also still sad tha ti can't go to adam and jenna's wedding. and when i think about all of that, it bums me out that there are so many of you guys that i won't get to see again for a while. sad.